homesick

rumah..rumah.. rindu rumah...  rindu mama, rindu ayoh, rindu twinn,,,rindu kakak, rindu kema, rindu kucing, rindu sekolah, rindu zaman dulu.. rindu rindu... nak balik rumah, aduh aduh..tak tahan...

i got nausea and lost of appetite for last 5 days..


no desire to eat. looking to people who is eating, observing the common lauk in cafe, even smelling the food makes my esophagus upside down. I miss home cooking, I miss mama's lauk. I miss everthing about home.

in mind : " Ayoh........rinduu..........."
count in second : one..two..three...four....5..6...7  
phone : ringggggg!!!!
okay, ayoh called... Weeeeee

I miss home...

During discussion, my heart is calling for mama and twinn.. I missed them a lot.! :(

Hesh!! enough, you'll be home in less than a month! (really??) yeah.. maybe..

JUst set your mind, focus on tests and sem1 final exam in October!!

Mom dad twin sister kema cats food,,, I missed you all so damn much.!!!

Pray for me. only Allah knows how am I scared and I feel so coward and upset and down.. Allah, please give me back, boost again my spirit.. Amiin